April 2013
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Xenia
I love you.
February 2013
2 posts
ДР
бля, как же хуево-то на душе.(
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January 2013
2 posts
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October 2012
3 posts
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September 2012
4 posts
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Watchвсе. пиздец.
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thinking
I see more and more situations when I feel myself with Ksusha like Nastya felt when we were together.
I’m afraid a little…I don’t want this to end like last time. I need to learn how to say the right words to not start loosing Ksusha.
I’m full of dark thoughts and can’t just keep this inside, so I’m sorry for this.
It’s just for myself.
August 2012
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fuck the distance
fuck the separation.
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Ksusha
I saw her yesterday. Next two weeks she’ll be in London and I can’t think about anything else, can’t stop missing her.
There are two things in my life and it’s work and Ksusha, so now half is gone. And yes, I know about Skype and everything else but I’m worrying so much and miss her soo much and I need to write about it, cause I just can’t keep this inside.
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July 2012
1 post
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May 2012
2 posts
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April 2012
5 posts
Anonymous asked: Are you Russian?
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how does the happiness smell?
I think I know how and it’s pretty simple.
and you know that thing too, and everybody knows.
love is the only way to feel yourself happy. how sad to know that this fact is impossible to understanding of every lonely person! I know how it feels, and all that I can say is just “don’t give up guys!”
I was waiting for sooo long! and it has happened.
her name is Ksusha. give...
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I don’t know how it is going to end and what to do with myself to start fix everything.
I feel just like walking through the dark forest in a wrong way cause it’s getting worse and worse with every next step, and I’m scared, I’m really scared about the thing I could do when I’ll be on the edge of this shit.
I’m now asking sorry about everything bad I brought...
March 2012
3 posts
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I wish I could surge every thing which once was...
February 2012
11 posts
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hope I'm wrong
cause STI really sucks.
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at first
I wanna say that I’m drunk now. could be, someone from abroad will read this post and ask himself: “do russians drink?” and the answer is “yes, we drink”. but not harder than german guys.
In this post I’m speaking about hi-tech.
Since I’ve started my work at Technosila (they have 100 shops in Russia), I was always in need of every gadget I see in my...
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oh yeah
I absolutely have a right to be sad on St. Valentine’s.
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don't mention me
I’m tired of waiting this fantastic moment when she will brake up with her boyfriend, I can’t torch myself anymore.
I don’t wanna lose her as a person in my life but when we talk to each other, I just don’t know anymore what to say and how to joke, I don’t see anything we have in common. maybe such things just didn’t exist.
It’s hard to let someone be...
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turning off
I was so excited all the time when I was in like with someone but nothing was happening after.
but things has changed and few days ago I got a chance to move along, to create something with a girl.
and I don’t want to. I can’t let someone who a not the one grab my personal time.
I don’t want to be in a relationship.
I’m just not ready. so not ready. so sorry.
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out of limit
I’m the best in self-torching.
January 2012
16 posts
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forever alone
but I won’t give up on her.
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need inspiration
I was trying to write music today.
but there’s nothing I can put in my fingers to tell this to the world. I have a lot of things to say but I feel myself voiceless.
I really need to change something in my life. I have nobody in my city to miss, so I think I should get out of there.
to let everything stay just the same is like a slow suicide.
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nothing to worry about
so why do I feel myself so miserable?
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!
Lena is my cure.
heart.beats.faster.
with every new second I learn her.
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tomorrow
Friday, 13th, 6 pm.
I’ll meet Lena.
